it’s honestly really depressing being on here. it’s so empty because almost all the ahs blogs i’ve followed have deactivated or changed the theme of their blog. it’s all lonely and keeps reminding me that american horror story isn’t going to be the same anymore. no more tate, violet, bryan and troy, violate, constance being a badass, ben harmon crying, moira seducing everyone. all gone. it honestly just tears me apart and makes me want to lock my bedroom door and cry into a pillow like a toddler. it sounds really pathetic, i know, but american horror story became such a big part of my life. i was dependent on the new episodes every wednesday, where i could fall in love with tate and violet’s relationship (after just getting out of my own messy relationship), and fill my spare time. i loved it more than anything, which i never would’ve expected. i can’t even fathom the feelings i had for a television show, that gave me such a rush. i know, i sound crazy, obsessive, dramatic and like an annoying fan girl. but i mean it, ahs was my everything. i never saw it coming when ryan murphy senselessly ripped it away from me, just because he could. so that is why, my dear followers, i haven’t been on. i miss ahs, and being on here is really just so depressing.
well, i just got back from the book store. i got romeo and juliet. :) but there was this boy there who was my age and he was so adorable. he had curly blonde hair and he reminded me of evan. i was completely impressed that he liked to read and may have fallen in love with him….womp.